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I followed what my heart said and ended up gettin misled i rolled wit the punches but threw quick jabs i kno its some things i cant give back but i still try to be live i need to fix that

is like i find it hard to choose you ask y i tell u that my hearts confused i aint stressin for a girl im stressin for a purpose is hard to do shit when everything feel worthless maybe i lost motivation i cant make a move cuz im stuck contemplatin thoughts jus racin

had to stand in heat in hells kitchen end up havin a meal wit satan sounds so evil sounds so depressin but chu wuld understand if u have more direction maybe im nervous i think im expectin to walk thru this world wit God as my protection

Im willin to believe that i aint gon make it the only motivation i strive so i make it
opportunity knock but now is gone didnt hear cuz i had the headphones on i was focused on the wrong things i was flyin wit broke wings but i aint gettin no where attitude was like i dont care

never facin the crowd but is always like i aint there..still managed to stand out and is a chance
that my plan wont pan out forget a handout or maybe im too much of a boy to understand what a man bout

im bout to plummet they told me get a life i told em i got 1 but i dont really want it and i cant
really pinpoint why i laid back in this chair watchin life go by