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I followed what my heart said and ended up gettin misled i rolled wit the punches but threw quick jabs i kno its some things i cant give back but i still try to be live i need to fix that

is like i find it hard to choose you ask y i tell u that my hearts confused i aint stressin for a girl im stressin for a purpose is hard to do shit when everything feel worthless maybe i lost motivation i cant make a move cuz im stuck contemplatin thoughts jus racin

had to stand in heat in hells kitchen end up havin a meal wit satan sounds so evil sounds so depressin but chu wuld understand if u have more direction maybe im nervous i think im expectin to walk thru this world wit God as my protection

Im willin to believe that i aint gon make it the only motivation i strive so i make it
opportunity knock but now is gone didnt hear cuz i had the headphones on i was focused on the wrong things i was flyin wit broke wings but i aint gettin no where attitude was like i dont care

never facin the crowd but is always like i aint there..still managed to stand out and is a chance
that my plan wont pan out forget a handout or maybe im too much of a boy to understand what a man bout

im bout to plummet they told me get a life i told em i got 1 but i dont really want it and i cant
really pinpoint why i laid back in this chair watchin life go by

Sisters vs bitches

Sisters get respect, Bitches get what they deserve, Sisters work hard, Bitches work your nerves, Sisters hold you down, Bitches hold you up, Sisters help you progress, Bitches'll slow you up, Sisters cook up a meal play they role with the kids, Bitches in the street with they nose in ya biz, Sisters tell the truth, Bitches tell lies, Sisters drive cars, Bitches wanna ride Sisters give up the ass, Bitches give up the ass Sisters do it slow, Bitches do it fast Sisters do they dirt outside of where they live, Bitches have niggas all up in your crib, Sisters tell you quick you better check ya homie, Bitches don't give a fuck they wanna check for ya homie, Sisters love Darwin cause they know what it is I LOVE MY SISTERS I DON'T LOVE NO BITCH

this is funny

questions from drea

What is your kind/type of girl and would u date a big girl?
I really dont have a type i mean ima equal oppurtunity dude. I mean i wouldnt talk 2 a girl that was just completely busted lookin, you gotta keep your self up. as far as big girls im sorry but i dont talk 2 big girls like realationship wise i have nothing against big girls but thick girls ! i like those haha.. im not picky and i dont discriminate

What is your biggest flaw?
Is like the way i see things i automatically think somethin would turn out bad or if u say a certain thing your this way or somethin. i think sometimes im judgemental but i dont mean to be.. if you get that ?

Are you the playa or ramantic type?
Im romantic wit some girls, but if i kno it takes basically no effort to get the booty is like why do all that . i can be romantic when i want to

What influences u the most?
my family

Have you ever been heart broken?
a few times i guess i learned not to put my all in relationships and not to trust people


What gets you up ? (lol)
im assumin u mean and i dare say this a boner lol a woody ?
ima everything guy, breast ass everythinggg . it gotta be some contact kissin touchin that kind of stuff

Do you watch porn ?
who doesnt ? lol

Have you every got caught with a girl?
lol butt ass nakes more than once too ... long stories tho

Would u let me pull your hair ? (lol)
wuld u let me pull yours ?

good gawd !

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My kind of music

A lot of people kno im no lil wayne fan no gucci man fan and no soulja boy fan. i let people kno that every chance that i get. If you kno me you kno ima hovhead and i think hov is the best hands down. the music that i listen to is not what most people i would listen to i listen to r&b way more than rap tho. most rap i listen to is underground, jay-z, some rick ross kanye west common t.i pharrell basically all intellectual hiphop artists. but for r&b my list goes on and all but i listen to a lot of trey songz, j holiday, usher, john legend, and jagged edge. some raphael saadiq. (google him) Im open minded about music so i dont jus listen to rap&rnb. i read about this stuff too and i dont even look like i read lol but one of the best books on hip hop is called Know What i mean ? (google that too) by my man Micheal Eric Dyson. werddd is basically about hip hop culture where it comes from and all that stuff is real good tho. Thas all for now ... myspace me if u wanna no more

My First Blog

Ok so i started this blog because i didnt have anything else better to do
and because i always wanted a blog- haha
its rain outside and is a lil cold andddd i jus got in the crib
today was jus another day for me nothin really happened except i seen these two chicks fightin
uhhh thas all i have for now